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How much emotion is too much?

When I talk about The Language of Emotions, one of the central ideas I share is that all emotions are useful.

If you can approach them with care and ask them the right questions, there aren’t any “negative” emotions.

Every emotion has a specific function, and all of them are important and instructive

Some emotions (such as hatred and panic), need to be handled with care, but in most normal situations, you can understand and work with your emotions on your own.

However, there are times when you’ll need assistance with your emotions. The way to know when you need help is simple:

When your emotions repeat continually and do not resolve, or when they overwhelm you or the people in your life, it’s time to find out what’s going on.

Usually, your emotions will respond to you and resolve when you listen to them and work with them mindfully.

For instance, fear requires that orient to change and novelty. Anger requires that you protect or restore your sense of self or your standpoint (or the selves and standpoints of others, if your anger is related to social justice). Shame requires that you take action to avoid injuring others or yourself (if the shame is authentic to you. It’s important to first identify whether the shame has been applied as a control mechanism from the outside).

Sadness requires that you let go of something that isn’t working anyway, and grief (which has a very different purpose from sadness) requires that you actively mourn something that is lost irretrievably. And so forth.

Each emotion is a form of intelligence, and in The Language of Emotions, I explain what each emotion does and how to work with it as itself (rather than trying to pretend it’s something else, or that you don’t have it).

But if you’ve got an emotion that repeats continually and will not resolve itself, no matter how many times you ask its questions or attend to the gifts and skills it brings to you, that’s a clear sign that you could use some support

First: Is it the emotion, or is it the situation that’s too much?

Book and audiobook covers for The Language of EmotionsIf anger (for instance) is constantly activated in your life, and you know that it brings you the ability to identify what you value, set and restore proper boundaries, and maintain your self-esteem, is there a clear reason for it to be activated so often?

When you ask the anger questions: What do I value? and What must be protected and restored?, do you find boundary challenges or boundary violations that are constantly occurring?

Does your anger have a good reason for appearing so often? Is it telling you something true? Is your anger trying to help you?

If your anger – or any highly activated and repetitive emotion – is responding appropriately to an overwhelming or unhealthy situation in your life, then that emotion isn’t too much. It’s the situation that’s too much, and your emotion(s) is responding appropriately.

You may need to reach out for support, not to fix your emotion, but to address the troubling situation your emotion is responding to. 

When you can address the situation, your emotion (or emotions) may be able to relax and stand down a bit.

When your repetitive emotions do not relate to an identifiable situation

There are specific emotions that can become overactivated due to their nature.

For instance, anxiety is a highly active emotion that’s focused on the future, and by its very nature, it can unground you. It can also pull you out of the present moment as you focus on future tasks and deadlines.

If you don’t yet have a practice for anxiety, and you don’t realize that the presence of a sense of dread or danger means that panic is also present, you could easily be agitated or overwhelmed by these two powerful emotions – and you might need physical or therapeutic support to help your body and your emotions settle. Then, learning how to work with your anxiety and panic can help you ground and focus yourself when they need to be on task.

Shame is another emotion that may become overactive and repetitive, either because you’re repeating a behavior that isn’t in alignment with your ethics, or because your shame is responding to outdated shaming messages that need the Burning Contracts and Renegotiating Contracts practices.

Situational Depression, if it lasts too long, may settle into a soft form of major depression called dysthymia, or into major depression itself. If this happens, you’ll need to reach out for support. Your Suicidal Urge may also become activated in this situation, and again, you’ll need some support.

Joy can also cycle back and forth with a type of depression. This cycling joy is called mania, and it’s a state to take seriously, because joy naturally lowers your boundaries, ungrounds you, and reduces your access to the essential emotions in your Fear Family. In fact, many unhealthy groups and cults use joy to seduce and entrap their victims; joy can be that powerfully disruptive to you. You’ll need to reach out for support if your joy is overactivated for any reason.

Frozen Panic can also become cyclical and overactivated. Performing the healing actions for frozen panic (instead of the dubious ones) can help your body settle a bit, and finding a gentle somatic trauma healing practice can also support you.

Anger can also become repetitive and overactive (especially in men) when there’s an underlying depressive condition. The anger can provide a boost of energy and sharp focus in the midst of the depressive condition, but the anger won’t often track to anything identifiable. If you’re dealing with constant and explosive anger, please reach out for support.

Working your way back to balance

In each of these cases, you and your emotions are out of balance, and you need support so that your emotions can get back to their regular work!

Because emotions are so powerful, a repetitive state can destabilize you, so attending to that emotion may require therapy, medication, or a change in your lifestyle so that you can work your way back to balance.

You can also work with one of our licensed Dynamic Emotional Integration® professionals to study the emotion that got out of balance; it can tell you amazing things about yourself and the world around you.

But first, take care of yourself and get any repetitive emotions back into balance within your entire emotional realm. Emotions are irreplaceable, necessary, and powerful, but if they’re out of balance, they can be too much!

 

32 Responses

  1. Allison Dahl
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    Hello Karla,
    I am reading your book LOE! It is phenomenal, as I am sure you have heard. I have questions and journey insights that I’d love to discuss with you. I am sure that you are overwhelmed with this kind of question, but do you have a contact info that you could email to me or some such? I value and know that you mentioned that this can be a lonely journey to start, so I do understand some of my questions are just the need or want to share. I am journaling and am basically studying your book, rather than just reading it. I believe I have intrinsically known some of what you discuss, but am honored an obliged to see it in such a beautifully concise manner. I feel that I want to help be a part of your insights for the people in my area. Do you have seminar? I am interested.
    1000 thanks for your good works, and for sharing it in such a wonderful manner!
    With much gratitude,
    Allison of Allisonians(my pen name for the internet network society)

    • Karla
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      Hi Allison!

      Yes, I’m preparing an 8-week online course that will start in September, and I’m really having fun with it. I envision us creating an online empathic crowd source community where we can create a bigger, smarter brain because there are more empaths in it! Empaths rock, and all that.

      I’ll be announcing the class here, in my newsletter, and on my FB page, so you won’t miss it. It will be offered through Sounds True’s online infrastructure, and at this point, it looks like the 8 week course will be offered for less than $100 bucks. That makes me so happy, because in-person stuff requires all sorts of non-green travel and lots of expenses for everyone. In-person workshops are great, but the environmentalist in me goes, “Hmmm.”

      I hope you can be a part of it!

  2. Meghan
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    I’m not sure this really relates to this post but I had a question about guilt/shame…I work with new moms and a lot of them say the feel guilty. I feel like it comes from being so responsible for their helpless babies…I get from your book that guilt is a factual state so really they are feeling shame not guilt. But what if there is no real reason to feel this way. For instance one woman I work with stated that she feels guilty because she couldn’t breastfeed and has to give her son formula. Her body failed her but she says she feels guilty about it. How can I help women move away from feeling shame when they did nothing wrong?

    • Karla
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      Hi Meghan, thanks for your question. It’s a good one! And it does relate, because the guilt and shame these moms are feeling is real, and the emotions are relating to a real situation.

      Especially around breastfeeding, there’s so much social pressure to do it (besides the fact that it’s good for health and bonding) that a failure to breastfeed can feel rather catastrophically like a failure. Moms are famous for projecting their failures forty years into the future and seeing the necessity of providing a therapist for their adult child’s mother issues. Hah! And that’s for imaginary wrongs; there’s plenty of research showing breastfeeding to be a superior option to formula (though it’s likely that the research carries some bias).

      When I work with shame, I remind people that it’s a really important emotion (because it feels so awful, it’s very easy to slap it away), and that there are things they can do about it. There are actions they can complete so that the shame will abate. The questions Who has been hurt? and What must be made right? can really help people work through shame. With the breastfeeding issue, the hurt parties are the baby and the mom, and the way to make it right is to feel the loss, make sure the baby has excellent alternative nutrition, and if the mom is still feeling ashamed, then maybe bringing in other moms who haven’t been able to breastfeed, but whose babies are happy and healthy would be a good idea.

      One of the big problems with shame is that it’s isolating. If you can find peers who have dealt with the situation, and you can talk about it openly, the shame will abate. But if you don’t deal with it, the shame will intensify. Shame has a purpose and a required action. If the action isn’t completed, the emotion will remain.

      This is of course, only true in cases where shame is authentic to the person. Shame that has been applied from the outside is an entirely different story! I cover it in the Burning Contracts section of the book, and also in the Shame chapter.

      Hope that helps!

  3. James
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    It’s a real shame and tragedy for humanity that Lady Gaga would have 400 million views while the insight and wisdom you have to offer to completely change lives isn’t even more prodigious. I can’t stop reading your posts because as truth radiates from your words I begin to realize how years of trial and error vicariously take experience’s place. I would love to ask three questions and glean on your wisdom if that is possible. If trust is the foundation of any relationship how do you go about developing trust? How can language be used to provoke emotion in another human being? How do you go about earning the respect of a woman like yourself ? Feel free to skip any question, you just appear as though you enjoy philosophical conversation.

    • Karla
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      Well, I gotta say, the point of Lady Gaga is to get 400 million views! That woman is a monster self-promoter! It’s funny — I researched her before she hit it big, and there are lots of YouTube vids of her as Stephanie Germanotta, singer/songwriter. She was good, but not distinctive. Okay, now she’s distinctive! I watch fame like that and just sort of marvel at it, though I’m more interested now in Adele, who at a very young age seems to have found one of the most crack teams of producers, collaborators, and promoters. Adele is deeply, wildly talented, and quite distinctive, but so are a lot of other undiscovered singers. I’m still studying it.

      I’ll throw the trust question back to you: What would make you trust another person; what would break your trust? It’s different for each of us. For me, empathetic, self-aware, funny, compassionate, and accountable people are trustworthy.

      Language and emotion; that’s easy! Think of your favorite books — the ones that evoke sadness, laughter, anger about injustice, fear and dread, and so on. Language is deeply emotionally evocative.

      Hah – “respect of a woman like you;” it sounds like you’re chatting me up. Hello Sailor!

  4. Rosa
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    Hi, I´d like the transcripts of these CD´s:

    Energetic Boundaries: Practical Protection and Renewal Skills for Healers, Therapists, and Sensitive People by Karla McLaren.

    Where could I find them?

    Thanks in advance,
    Rosa (from Madrid- Spain).

    • Karla
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      Hi Rosa, that CD set is out of print now, so there are no transcripts available. I’ve moved on in my work, and I’m focusing solely on the emotions and on the five empathic skills that can help people work with their emotions and their empathy. Cheers!

  5. Mary Ann Ribble
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    Karla,

    Waiting eagerly to hear about Emotion Theatre. thanks for mentioning it!
    So glad for the Rainbow victory here in New York. And the gorgeous
    weather….. flowers, glowing green grass and trees…. Happy Summer

    • Karla
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      Mary Ann! I finally got them done. I’m using a Flip camera, which used to be the bomb, but it has been discontinued, and now many parts of the Flip program are no longer working. Yow! So what used to be an easy process has become rather grueling in terms of uploading, editing, and transferring! I just got a new webcam, and I may move to that if I need to film again, because the webcam company is still in business!

      But yay! I have contentment because I made these things work, even though I was thwarted!!

  6. michael e. stumpf
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    Hi Karla; I really enjoyed your recent you tube videos, amazing! Question: In your intro to emotional vocabulary you mention descriptive words help us understand ourselves & the world around us. I agree. I seem to experience with others in conversation a (dissonance?) when I am using words descriptively for emotions generally or in terms of specifically, there’s this reaction to the word itself???? Am I being in the ballpark of this experience? I have from my perspective tried to skillfully as possible to ride the wave/flow, it just seems to be an ongoing phenomenon. Thanks for any help, Mike

    • Karla
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      Hi Michael.

      It can be dodgy to try to name emotions for other people, because you might be wrong, or they might not know what they’re feeling. It’s always a good idea to ask: Are you angry about this (or something like that) if there has been dissonance in the relationship. Let the other person name the emotion, or decide that it’s the wrong one.

      Also, since emotions are difficult subjects for most people, stating them out loud can make people uncomfortable.

      Is that what you meant?

  7. Michael Stumpf
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    Hi Karla, I think/feel it’s the second statement that I was referring to. The first is very true. So this uncomfortable dissonance is about beliefs/ideas we have about emotions as you have expressed in your work? Simply by trying to have a open conversation?

    • Karla
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      Hi Michael — what I notice is that emotions are hidden things that are right out in the open. They’re often the elephant in the room, and because people don’t have emotional skills, they’d really rather not talk about them. There’s also the old (and wrong) idea that emotions are the opposite of rationality, and that when you have emotions, you can’t think or function. Clearly, this is deeply wrong, but it’s a very powerful old lie.

      Somewhere in here, I called it Angry about Anger and Afraid of Fear. The emotions are rarely the problem. It’s what people do with them — or what people do in the presence of the emotions of others — that creates the problems.

  8. Michael E. Stumpf
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    Hi Karla I think what else I am trying to speak to is a reference you’ve made to how verbal language evokes emotions. Is it fair to frame your teachings as learning a foreign language, even tho it’s a really, really ancient one. Your approach has helped me bring sanity to my experience of Feelings/Emotions & better expression; one that has given me an acceptance of an open sense of a learning curve . Peace Be Upon You, Mike

  9. Kristen
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    Hi Karla, Thanks for this post! I notice that you mention PTSD in your discussion of fear, and I’m wondering how you address the kind of subtle yet persistent sense of overwhelm that often arises from trauma–not the intense episodes of fear and anxiety often associated with PTSD but the more pervasive, under-the-radar sort of sympathetic activation that can persist for years and make daily functioning and engagement with others such a struggle. Is this “overwhelm” an emotion in itself or would you consider it a mood-state of fear? What if the individual is unable to clearly identify the fear within the overwhelm–is it possible the sense of overwhelm and subsequent dissociation are rooted in a combination of emotions (not just fear alone) related to the trauma that have yet to be processed?

    • Karla
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      Hi Kristen!

      Yes and yes. But I wouldn’t call that continual activation mood-state fear; instead, I’d call it hyper-vigilance, which can be very uncomfortable because it keeps people too focused and activated, and their adrenaline and cortisol systems can become involved until it sort of snowballs.

      But the purpose behind the activation is healthy, even if the symptoms are uncomfortable. The best work I’ve found for this kind of residual activation is Peter Levine’s Somatic Experiencing. His site is here. He’s got books, audio sets, and an online course through Sounds True that you can work with on your own if you can’t find an SE practitioner near you.

      After the trauma is resolved, some forms of gentle Cognitive Behavioral Therapy can help people reset their thinking so they don’t fall back into old hyper-vigilance patterns — like imagining hazards everywhere.

      Hope that helps!

  10. Kristen
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    Yes, it does, thank you. I’m becoming more and more familiar with Peter Levine’s work and have had experience with other types of somatic psychotherapy like Hakomi that seek to address trauma. Your description of hyper-vigilance resonates with my experience, and it feels important to hear you distinguish it from other emotions or mood-states; I’ve felt confused trying to identify it as fear or anxiety (or trying to identify tonic immobility as depression/apathy/etc.), and now feel more more compelled to just let it be its own “thing” so to speak. Thank you.

  11. Anonymous
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    My husband is constantly angry. I’m not sure if it is due to anger issues, type 2 diabetes, or something else. My husband hasn’t held down a job for 14 years but helps with looking after my children. He can be loving but also gets angry very easily and can be verbally abusive. I do not know how to deal with this. I am finding that in response, I am repressing anger and also sadness. I am finding it difficult to deal with my own emotions. I am very confused… If you could shed some light on this issue, it would be very much appreciated. Thank you.

    • Karla
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      Hello — I removed your name so that you could have privacy. In men, constant anger is often a sign of depression. Women are more free to cry and show sadness when they’re depressed, but men are socially forbidden to, so their anger often jumps out in front of the sadness, grief, loss, and depression. Certainly, joblessness is a major contributor to depression.

      I certainly suggest couples’ counseling very strongly, and there’s this post on depression that may be helpful. Also, when you’ve got someone constantly exploding with anger, you’ve got a person with serious boundary issues, so firm gentleness is called for. You may be correct — in an unsupported situation — to repress your own anger and sadness, because both may be too much for a person in the kind of anger impairment condition he’s dealing with. This is why I suggest counseling. Without support, you can only react to the destabilization in his emotional functioning; with counseling and awareness, he can learn to work more openly and purposefully with what’s actually going on for him.

      I’ll also suggest a book called Taking the War Out of Our Words by Sharon Ellison. Her website is here, and you can get some ideas of her work from these audio excerpts and these text excerpts. This work is a wonderful way to learn how to get out of anger and repression cycles — and to truly communicate and connect in the midst of difficulties and conflict.

      I hope that helps — it’s time for you two to get some support.

  12. Brad Kay
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    Every day I drift farther from feelings. This is due to my injury: I took such a blow from the doctor’s forceps at birth that it separated me from my very senses. I see double images in each eye, making four where there should be one. My tactile sense is dulled. I have no sense of smell or taste. I have pain in my head. My hearing is perfect. I have come gradually to realize that I live alone in a sensory vacuum. The rug has been pulled out from under me countless times. Every emotion seems phony. Whenever someone was angry or affectionate toward me I used to freeze, not knowing how to respond. Lately this has subsided and now I feel nothing. I have lots of friends, but am close to no one. I find your work interesting because it is utterly alien and you speak a language I cannot understand. I heard you on KPFK last night. Thanks for reading.

    • Karla
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      Hello Brad, and welcome. I’m sorry to hear about the many difficulties and injuries you describe. In terms of your emotional functioning, what you are describing sounds to me like alexythymia. Have you heard of that? It’s not a character flaw, but a condition that can arise neurologically, or as a result of trauma or injury. This piece from Scientific American has some good suggestions for easing the effects of alexythymia.

      There’s also a book that I talk about in my book, The Art of Empathy: Richard Davidson’s The Emotional Life of Your Brain. in it, Davidson suggests that six aspects of emotional functioning can be changed (increased or decreased) through mindfulness-based approaches. It’s very hopeful.

      I hope those are helpful avenues for you.

  13. Carey
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    Very grateful for all that you share and the energy you invest studying and seeking understanding to arrive at what you are bringing in for us. I have a question about Boundary Setting practice. It has come about over reading various posts and parts of both books. I apologize if I have not found the best blog to fit the question into. I tried entering “Boundaries” in the search box and couldn’t find one actually called boundaries, so am putting it here.

    When I try the boundary practice instructions in both books, I do not have a sense of a field all around me. I DO feel like my skin is the boundary and that seems “right” to me. I have heard in the past that a boundary is not supposed to be a wall, it is like a blanket. It covers and protects but is not rigid rather has a fluid protective quality. When I think of my boundary all around me, I think then it means people are actually IN IT all the time like in an elevator or next to me in a classroom or the movies.

    So I get really confused when I see it as this bigger territory and then there’s all this overlapping going on if that’s how everyone else’s are as well. I understand the brain tends this space naturally as things come closer to us, but it feels like the space that is really “mine” to claim is my skin and what’s in it and sometimes even feels like it is deeper inside than that (ie the skin or body can be hurt but the true self is safe inside of it’s “boundary” at all times.) Could you please share your insights on this?

    Thank you very much.

    • Karla
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      Hello Carey and thank you for this good question. Yes, the boundary is an imaginal construct, though it is a part of the proprioceptive system, as you know. So it is real and unreal at the same time. I wrote about real unreal things in a post about reification. That might be helpful?

      Maintaining a sense of this boundary isn’t necessary for everyday life, unless people tend to be hypersensitive, hyper-empathic, or have difficulty maintaining their sense of self in the presence of others. For people with extremely permeable interpersonal boundaries, this imaginal practice can be sort of miraculously healing. It was for me as a dissociated hyper-empath, and it helped me learn how to re-associate and re-embody myself. This imaginal boundary was crucial to my learning how to stay integrated, but now I almost never need to use it in day to day contexts. Really, I can’t think of a time in the past decade where it was necessary. That’s cool.

      So you may be integrated and embodied enough that your brain just sort of goes, “huh? Why are you making this giant boundary?” That’s fine! Listen to your own body and your own neurology.

      However, the time at which this boundary becomes important is when people are working with very intense emotions — especially anger, shame, and panic (not to mention the suicidal urge). In instances where these emotions have gotten themselves into a feedback loop (or when people realize they’ve learned terrible emotion habits and want to change them) — it’s really important to find a way to separate from them without dissociating from them. The skill of Burning Contracts relies upon this sense of personal boundary so that the work of examining emotions and learned emotional behaviors can go on within the psyche of the person, and not at some removed, impersonal distance.

      This boundary is also very important because it’s free, simple, and portable. When people get stuck or triggered, they can quickly set boundaries viscerally, ground themselves, and re-set themselves so that they can respond from their present level of emotional awareness, instead of dropping unconsciously into old fight, flee, or freeze behaviors. In these instances, the boundaries are used for specific reasons. People don’t have to use them all the time if they don’t feel comfortable.

      Does this help?

  14. Carey
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    Thank you so much for your considered reply. I have spent a few days being with what reading it has brought into view. I am grateful for what it is bringing to awareness to consider.

    You said, “For people with extremely permeable interpersonal boundaries, this imaginal practice can be sort of miraculously healing.” And I think that is what I was hoping for! My question hasn’t arisen for me from not needing the boundary, but from needing it and not experiencing it “working” like I thought it would or could because my brain keeps saying, “This isn’t real. You are acting like we are in some kind of safe bubble, but there really isn’t one. Danger is still all around us at all times.”

    You said, “You may be integrated and embodied enough that your brain just sort of goes, “huh? Why are you making this giant boundary?” The problem for me is that I would love to have a boundary giant or otherwise, but my brain is saying, “You can make up whatever you want, but it isn’t actually real.” I NEED the practice to become integrated and my brain seems to kick up thoughts that make it “not work.”

    The kind of ever present sense of “danger” from years of energetic experience being “hypersensitive, hyper-empathic…difficulty maintaining sense of self in the presence of others.. extremely permeable interpersonal boundaries” is real to my nervous system. My brain seems to not buy into imaginary safety. It WANTS it to be literal, not imaginal. And it says if it is only imaginary than the reality is we are in danger at all times and have no ability to control safety by making boundaries.

    I feel sadness as I had hope when I first read the practice and starting using it that it would “fix” things as you said, “it helped me learn how to re-associate and re-embody myself. ” The hopefulness kept getting interrupted by these thoughts saying, “You are just making this up. There is no real boundary making us safe. Violence, pain, death,cruelty, aggressive wounded people, regular daily meanness and lack of function everywhere you go etc all the ingredients of being human on earth are just the same.” I don’t hear this in a heavy way, just as a matter of fact.

    So I started looking then for where the real safety is. It can’t be that safety is only imaginal. There has to be literal safety, too. So, I started feeling for where this is, what feels like it’s real and true. As first post said, I wondered if it is closer to me like a blanket. Could I try that and see if my brain rejected it as me making it up? I don’t have the answer yet.

    After reading the reification post you suggested, it makes me wonder if some people may be “reification- impaired”. At first when I tried the practice I really wanted it to work, but as said my brain seemed to keep saying “This isn’t real. You aren’t any safer than you were before. You’re just making it up.”

    The reification post has also brought to mind for me the thought that there may be a difference between the literal safety I must be grounded in to live and what using an imaginal space around oneself for processing can be. I think I see now that I may be able to use the imaginal space for exploring my own energies and those of others with a bit of a cushion instead of the direct to them middle of my felt sense and awareness at lightening speed every second. Perhaps with the overview now, it can serve that function whether imaginal or not. I ‘m not sure about this either yet as it is a new thought after reading the reification post you suggested.

    At present, I still find all of the energy in a room to go directly into my felt sense and to start mixing up until I am full of everything around me. And I think I felt there was nothing I could do about it since my brain was saying, “Sorry Charlie…imagine all you want. Permeability is the law of the land.” and ruining my efforts to make a change in this with the boundary practice.

    Now I may be able to say to my brain, “Yes it is, you wonderful instrument. And with that oneness with all that is we also get to presently have some capacities at our disposal to play with…including a kind of play bubble here that we may be able to use to impact our experience in some important ways.”

    I was thinking too about Doubt as one of the hindrances this morning as I walked and thought about this. What skill might I use to work with Doubt when it seems to undermine the process? What is Doubt’s question? Is it in the fear group? Hmm. So very rich the questions your work brings alive. I am truly grateful for what you have brought into our world. And for your sharing here. Thank you, Karla.

    • Karla
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      Aha! Your brain is probably wanting to keep you from having a false sense of security. Good job, brain!

      This might be a situation where Burning Contracts would be supportive. It might be instructive to put up contracts for “safety,” and see what comes up for you, and whether you and your brain want to move into a new way of experiencing the world. I’d also ask if you have any areas where you feel bodily safety, such as in certain places, your bed, certain rooms, etc, and see if you can identify what that felt sense is, and if you can bring that feeling with you into another physical area.

      Also, are there people or animals who bring a sense of safety to you? What is that felt sense? Can you incorporate that into your own psyche?

      I had a practice I did as I was healing from the years of sexual abuse I endured. I didn’t feel like a female, particularly, and I didn’t have any sense that sexuality could be anything but endangering. Other views just didn’t exist inside me, and I couldn’t imagine what it was like to feel comfortable or safe in a female body.

      I did an interesting meditation where I imagined a healthy, self aware female — perhaps the person I would have become if I hadn’t been abused for so long. I just let the image form around the words “femininity, sexuality, sensuality, health, strength” and so forth — whatever I felt was lacking. And I created an imaginal representation of this woman, and invited her to come into my body. I invited her to come in through the top of my head, and felt her settle into my body and get comfortable.

      It was sort of like she put on a Karla suit or sat into a comfy Karla beanbag chair. And I felt the visceral, emotional, and physical difference between her and myself. It was very interesting, and helped me make really foundational changes so that I could heal.

      My friend Nick Walker Sensei does a version of this meditation where he has people imagine themselves standing in front of themselves at peace (or in comfort and safety. etc.), and then to step forward into that embodiment, and to put on that “at peace” body. It’s so cool. Something like this may help you and your brain re-set your worldview so that the lack of safety in the world doesn’t have to permeate into you.

      Another thing I’m thinking of is aikido, which helps with grounding and a physical sense of safety, energy, and focus. It’s a pretty awesome practice.

      I hope these are helpful suggestions!
      Karla

  15. Carey
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    Your suggestions bring tears to my eyes as I feel the part of me that is where you were at when, “Other views just didn’t exist inside me, and I couldn’t imagine what it was like to feel comfortable or safe in a female body.” I notice a belief that I will never succeed at bringing a feeling of safety or “at peace”-ness into my psyche as it seems like I have tried for some time and not succeeded.

    The Language of Emotion and Art of Empathy you share have been huge “aha! This will be the key that has been missing.” and I was filled with hope. Now I see that though I had an intellectual understanding of all the theory and thought I would seamlessly just follow that intellectual understanding and instruction and experience change, the actual real life process is not as simple as intellectual understanding or just imaginal process.

    Maybe as you suggest real life movement- Aikido. I think though perhaps it would work if it was with others who are safe so would help the dorsal/vagal system have some experiences of real life safety to start building on. I could probably do Aikido at home with a video and still not effect any change? Maybe it’s through real experiences of safety that the brain starts to gather evidence that there is such a thing.

    The idea of a visualization with a healthy, safe version of myself makes me wonder how you made the foundational changes once you had the information the visualization gave you. You say. “It was very interesting, and helped me make really foundational changes so that I could heal.”
    I can sense how it will feel in the moment and I would like to know how to turn that in-the-moment peace into foundational change.

    I can know I will feel safe in that visualizing as I do like you say when tucked away in bed or in a very low stimulus or protected place, but I don’t know how to move the small bit of safety I feel in a few places at some times into my psyche as you suggest. How would I do that?

    I see in your words that you have succeeded at making foundational changes after abuse and now feel safe. I so want to experience that change. I am working at it and am sad to be at this crossroads where just reading the books and following the practices based on intellectually understanding the material doesn’t seem to be making the change I had hoped for. If I am reification-impaired then what is the way to connect the intellectual understanding and hope into the result the 5 skills would give if my brain didn’t keep telling me there is no way out of reality?

    I wish I could get the pieces put together to get the result I am not having yet…I am sad it isn’t working like I thought it would. I was sure I had the Manual now on how to live well with emotion and hyperempathy. Maybe it can only work if you are good at imagining things and accepting your imaginings…and if not then it’s going to take another combination of messaging to the wounded self to lead oneself into healing?

    Thank you for making some suggestions. I wish they weren’t necessary and my plan to just use the 5 practices in the book would have netted the results I was hoping for and that are maybe more “typical”? Have you found some people aren’t so good at accessing the states the 5 can lead to and need to find other pathways in? I know what you say is so true…all of the information about emotions and contagion, etc. I NEED to be able to find the pathway in. I want the foundational change you have found IS POSSIBLE.

    Thanks again for your time. I’m not a real blog person, so I apologize if the questions and response are not sound bite size. It is a deep question for me and maybe blogs are more for certain size feelings or observations. I understand if you need to distribute your attention in a certain way across the various needs calling for it and are not able to continue a longer conversation like this. I am very grateful for what you have shared here and will keep being open to the change I seek. Thank you again, Karla.

    • Karla
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      Hi again, Carey. I do have to say that becoming reintegrated was a process that took many years. Retraining your brain and your body at that basic level is an intensive process!

      Something that may be very supportive to you is Somatic Therapy. Peter Levine is one of the more famous people who uses somatic approaches in healing trauma, and I really respond to his work. It’s about getting out of the story, which is repetitive and tends to resist change, and into the bodily felt sense, which is amenable to change and healing. It’s an amazing process. You can find a somatic therapist on Peter Levine’s site (though they focus on trauma in general), or you can read about the approach here.

      There is also a form of somatic therapy called Focusing, which may also be very healing. I wish you luck in your journey! I have to say that your current level of awareness of the blockages is the specific thing you need to begin to address them. It’s frustrating, but it’s an excellent sign. Cheers!

  16. Carey
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    Good Morning, Beautiful Karla <3

    Feeling abundant gratitude for you right now. Have been integrating what you shared here for the days and been finding more healing steps in the journey of retraining brain and body…

    Reading you say that it is a journey that takes an amount of time in, maybe years, is encouraging. It helps with the inner aspect that thinks reading wonderful, clear helpful information and understanding it is the solution. This aspect seems to become a kind of inner impatient critic then kind of attacking what it thinks "should be different by now". It is good to remember we need live our way into true understanding not just possess it with a disembodied intellect.

    I have found some pleasant openings in the earlier suggestion to see a healthy version of myself and imagine what that would be like. It seems to be a kind of form of Resourcing for me even. When I imagine that part as I am out about in the world, I am able to see how some of my feelings and perspective taking are coming from a skewed, wounded view. Then I can imagine, "How would I be seeing this through the lens of " a healthy, self aware female — perhaps the person I would have become if I hadn’t been abused for so long. I just let the image form around the words.. health, strength” ?"

    It isn't like it's a one time task I do separately away from the world that I will get "done" and then never have the wounded view activate again…at least not right now…It became more of an in-the-moment practice that popped up after reading you say that when I was out in public places. Very cool and helpful, so letting that stay around.

    I also have been re-reading sections of Art of Empathy. Found good reminders in the self soothing section that the activation skills have a clear beginning, activation, an active part and a clear ending where we down regulate and return to ground. Remembering each emotion is book- ended when I am working emotional regulation skills well helped provide clarity. A reminder of the aim.

    So thank you, thank you, thank you. Will keep journeying along here and see when we connect again. May the day hold a felt sense of beauty several times throughout.

    • Karla
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      Yay Carey! Thank you for your blessing.

      May each day bring you a sense of well-being; may your gifts be witnessed and welcomed; and may you see the beauty inside you play out delightfully in your life and in the world!

  17. Lynda
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    hi karla. I have just come to see that an emotion I am experiencing is a sort of anticipatory anxiety but really heavy. I notice that dread is not in the list. any suggestions not just for me but others too who may be facing a dreaded or challenging situation due to fear of being overwhelmed by a particular relationship type challenge…when missing out also feels sad. what do you think? much metta

    • Karla McLaren
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      Hello Lynda! Dread is panic! Anxiety and panic often work together, but they are very different emotions.

      See the panic posts for more on this brilliant, lifesaving emotion.

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